wooliefrand | Bluey's Big Adventure

Bluey's Big Adventure

WHO: Bluebell
WHERE: ????
WHEN: ?????

[Time to make POOR DECISIONS--I mean go help an Earth Spirit!!

Get ya selves together here and then ping Ash when you're ready to head out into the mist!]

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[hanging out in a secluded part of the garden. He has some tools with him—hatchet, knife—he’s working on peeling bark off of a tall staff of hickory that has been split in half.]

[He tilts his head.]

What are you making?

I am preparing a bow staff for seasoning--that is, it needs to dry out over time in order to be made into a bow later.

Be careful not to cut yourself.

Fufu, I'll be sure to take care. I was thinking of moving on to arrows once this is ready to set. Have you had a decent enough supply?

[He sighs, slinging his quiver off of his back.]

Some I have retrieved from the animals we have hunted.

[His supply is looking low.]

I did attempt to make a few of my own, but-

[He pulls one of his homemade arrows out.

. . . Attempts were made.]

This was the most I could manage at my skill level. I am not sure how useful any of the ones I have are when it comes to creatures in the mist, either. I do not have any more poison left from Persephone-san.

So... I am a little worried that I will be a liability to everyone.

[Taking the arrows to look them over with a critical eye]

You are feeling your limitations. Mm, that is a valuable skill, to be able to accurately measure yourself against something you intend to face. I imagine it is frustrating though?

[ He nods, before his shoulders slump a bit and his gaze turns downward.]

I feel so incredibly discouraged. I have tried. I have tried so very hard to keep up with everyone. But it feels like no matter what I do, it is just not enough.

I have nothing left in my toolkit. My speed, agility, and strength- all of that disappeared with the ears and tail. Even the trade I had made for the ability to manipulate sound has entirely vanished.

[Even the mer spell... when everyone had gone questing in the ocean, they had left him behind.

. . . And he is no longer anyone's "Little Cat".]

I cannot keep up. This place does not feel suited to people like me. To 'normies'. I am sorry. I know that I must sound so self-deprecating right now. I just wanted to be useful. I want to give back just as everyone else has done for me. Just once, I want to be relied upon. To be necessary for someone. Anyone at all.

But all of the power I thought I had finally gathered to meaningfully help vanished in the blink of an eye. And my heart is heavy with the loss of Mute-kun and Leo-- Tocatta-san.

I am painfully afraid that one day you will all realize how inadequate I am, and I will lose the love of even Bluebell, which is all that I have left to cling to.

[He simply takes a couple of deep breaths, his eyes closed, his arrows already packed and a sword at his hip. No Mute this time. It feels so strange. And Leo-- he can recall his name properly, now. Leo has vanished too.

It is alright though. This trip is not about him. It is about John Deer. He just needs to focus. Because otherwise, their dear friend will continue to struggle all alone, and it is the last thing he wants.

Afterall... he feels that, to some extent, he can understand how John feels.]

[ fantasia has his dendro and hydro abilities, so he’s hoping that will help out there… but he’s also sharpening his greatsword. tempo is beside him with his chainsaw and shotgun, chirping at fantasia. ] It’ll be nice to see him again, I agree… but I wish he would have told me that he felt like this, … [ but maybe it’s his fault for not realizing sooner. it’s not like he hadn’t spent a lot of time with the deer family. ] If anybody can help them - it’s Bluebell.

[ ....,,, Making flower crowns out of sunflowers ]

( as a note, harmony has been developing- or redeveloping- her life serum. there are several vials of an aqua-colored liquid. they are filled with proteins, nutrients, fats, minerals, potassium... and a bunch of other fun things. but she doesn't seem satisfied... yet. )

I need a way to activate these, but if it does work, it can rapidly replenish life.