wooliefrand (
wooliefrand) wrote2010-06-15 04:25 pm
Bluey's Big Adventure
WHO: Bluebell
WHERE: ????
WHEN: ?????
[Time to make POOR DECISIONS--I mean go help an Earth Spirit!!
Get ya selves together here and then ping Ash when you're ready to head out into the mist!]
WHERE: ????
WHEN: ?????
[Time to make POOR DECISIONS--I mean go help an Earth Spirit!!
Get ya selves together here and then ping Ash when you're ready to head out into the mist!]

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I feel so incredibly discouraged. I have tried. I have tried so very hard to keep up with everyone. But it feels like no matter what I do, it is just not enough.
I have nothing left in my toolkit. My speed, agility, and strength- all of that disappeared with the ears and tail. Even the trade I had made for the ability to manipulate sound has entirely vanished.
[Even the mer spell... when everyone had gone questing in the ocean, they had left him behind.
. . . And he is no longer anyone's "Little Cat".]
I cannot keep up. This place does not feel suited to people like me. To 'normies'. I am sorry. I know that I must sound so self-deprecating right now. I just wanted to be useful. I want to give back just as everyone else has done for me. Just once, I want to be relied upon. To be necessary for someone. Anyone at all.
But all of the power I thought I had finally gathered to meaningfully help vanished in the blink of an eye. And my heart is heavy with the loss of Mute-kun and Leo-- Tocatta-san.
I am painfully afraid that one day you will all realize how inadequate I am, and I will lose the love of even Bluebell, which is all that I have left to cling to.