the first few pages are pretty typical and inconsequential, overly prosey descrips of her days and how tos on making the perfect garden or peach cobbler. it comes off a bit like a an instagrammer or tiktok influencer tbh. She takes pride in what she does, and seems to have a many many admirers.
though, in some later pages, the entries have sprinkles of Doubt upon them.
"--and that was that! The perfect party, for a perfect night! Everyone who's anyone was there. Or, should have been. But that's fine, if someone decides not to show, that's on them, yes?"
"Per usual, I received praise for my dress. It's handmade, you know. I am a woman of many talents. At least, that's what I keep telling myself. It seems being able to do it all simply, isn't enough for some people."
"Really?? Really?? What is it? Is my hair not fluffy enough? The switch to spider-lillies--perhaps I'm coming off too edgy? Some men don't like women in heels. . .augh, what is it!!"
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the first few pages are pretty typical and inconsequential, overly prosey descrips of her days and how tos on making the perfect garden or peach cobbler. it comes off a bit like a an instagrammer or tiktok influencer tbh. She takes pride in what she does, and seems to have a many many admirers.
though, in some later pages, the entries have sprinkles of Doubt upon them.
"--and that was that! The perfect party, for a perfect night! Everyone who's anyone was there. Or, should have been. But that's fine, if someone decides not to show, that's on them, yes?"
"Per usual, I received praise for my dress. It's handmade, you know. I am a woman of many talents. At least, that's what I keep telling myself. It seems being able to do it all simply, isn't enough for some people."
"Really?? Really?? What is it? Is my hair not fluffy enough? The switch to spider-lillies--perhaps I'm coming off too edgy? Some men don't like women in heels. . .augh, what is it!!"
And so on.]
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We'll have to give her some positive affirmations when we get back.
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Should we look around outside?
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I'm ready when you guys are. I don't want to poke around too much.
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[southwest the group goes!]